GiEz's bLoGgY

tired day

2008-08-28T23:31:00.003+08:00

its been a long time i once blog..

Tired le.. not tired of work stuff.. work stuff i getting to get used of it.. everyday is tiring when working..

I am tired of talking much to her..

whenever i wanna talk to her wanna feel her concern for me mayb one day of tiring job.. talk to her maybe will feel abit better but they way she talk back really turn me off..

almost going 3 years she seems like she dun understand wat i wan..

i also nv asked much really.. just mayb sometimes i am tired or mayb i wanna tell u tings but u seems like so busy.. i really dunno u r busy wif wat? come back home relax abit talk to me got so difficult?

i been keeping quiet and i dun wanan voice out but when i voice out u just tell me it is normal ma.. of cos it is normal cos i nv voice out.. keep quiet keep in heart oso not rite..

really seems like there is a difference between her and me.. two worlds we r living in..

u dun tell me in ur heart is work but no me? tel me u come back work oso tired.. but cant be tired till talk to me oso difficult.

i dunno wat to say she dun understand really.. i not finding fault wif her just wanna tell her i feel tired i mayb need u to care awhile i will feel better. simple tings oso she seems like she cant do it..

I actually plan to bring her to sky dinning this weekend to give her a surprise and i almost book the ting but i tink i consider cos sometimes do so much i find it pointless le..

Basically the word is tired....

another sad ting

2008-05-31T01:28:00.002+08:00

1 month plus i nv blog le.. I'm tired le.. always is the same prob.. after so long le. u dunno my character ma? Just a simple asking, in the end i get nthing but just quarrel. Is tt call possessive or control? cant I know wat u r doing n cant u share wif me? sharing wif each other isnt a hard ting to do so rite? shldnt we know more abt each other life? I dunno. just kinda of sick n tired le.. I am not coping well wif work n stress n her.. work is giving alot of stress.. which cause me to b tired due to my stress n i cant slp well at nite.. n my temper is getting bad.. just a bit of ting will piss me off. even when working i cant control much for my temper. I dun suit this job or wat?

JUst came back home. drive ard singapore dunno where to release my stress my sadness my worries. she dun even know how stress i am. everytime i just show her that acutally i am just a happy go lucky guy but in my heart there is alot of ting which i need to clear.. mayb she dun gif me tt kind of right attitude tt i will wanna tell her my stress stuff. frankly speaking i dun haf a listening ears not even someone whom i love.. mayb just 1 day i will break down.. gif up everything. n by tt time mayb its end of the world le...

6 months nv blog

2008-04-09T18:47:00.003+08:00

hahaha... i'm back 6 months nv blog le.. well done.. i been not blogging for 6 months.. congrats to me... haha.. someone is complaining liao... wow 6 mths wat am i doing.. busy wif work.. morning shift, nite shift.. slp eat play.. fishing.. haha alot la.. work work work.. anyway i waiting for 5th may.. my taiwan trip.. 9 days yeah.. i can get away from work. n play....
ok going to fetch the piggy liao.. she not feeling well so later i c how is she..
bye ppl...

1 month no update le

2007-09-02T14:17:00.000+08:00

1 month plus i nv update liao lor.. haha.. so long le.. time passess so quickly.. well i bought a car le... Finally i haf my own car... affordable. nice n ok la.. its kia Picanto.. which i find it ok la. dun need buy too ex no point rite.. now waiting for the COE biding next wed.. hope i get it.. later going to book in soon.. n i been here for almost 3 months in Tracom.. fast fast fast.. i only waiting for my POC...

anyway dear's credit being misused by an unknown subject.. dunno who.. make a report to OCBC bank n called SIStiCS becos the person used it to buy tickets from SISTICS... Went down to the POlice Station to make a report oso.. long waiting time plus long time in writing the police report..

I hope tt idiot will b caught n b JAILED N FINE... idiiot rite used ppl's credit card.. If u no money just dun spend la.. Y must b so greedy to used ppl $$ n then make ppl so troublesome.. Wanna commit an offence just go rob the bank u get more $$ then u misused ppl credit card la.. stupid..

sunday again ha!

2007-07-29T18:27:00.000+08:00

its sunday again... sianz lei so fast.. anyway confinement le bah for this week.. i tink only able to book out on sat... timing i dunno.. unless miracle happen on WED morning.. demoralised.. no much of mood going back.. book out, time spend on weekend is wat i call life.. now back to regimental lifestyle again.. sianz.. wat to do.. boh bian i choose it.. pay is gd everyting is gd la.. but food in there no gd life in there oso no bery gd.. haha...

sunday again

2007-07-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

so fast weekends is gone again.. tml morning book in again.. gonna reach by 730am.. got uniform inspection at 745am... 1 week dun inspect will not kill ma.. gonna wake up so earli again... argHHhH.. i'm staying far u know...

haiz.. sianz.. anyway got a gd weekends bah.. dear was staying overnite wif me on sat till today kinda of happy do our cooking together.. happy is the word i can describe.. if every book out is like tt haha i will b contented...

anyway might haf to stay in till sat evening then can book out due to.. haiz.. bad tings la.. always a killer for me.. hate it.. for this ting... i need to book out.. i dun wish to stay back for extra training....

bought a new wallet for her...

2007-07-15T14:20:00.000+08:00

while another 5 more hours is book in le.. sianz har.. got the feeling dun feel like book in.. haha.. go AWOL... (Absent without offical leave). while ytd go taka n bought her a COACH wallet.. she like it me too like it.. mayb her exams nv score well tt y she not happy so i decide to make her happy n get a wallet for her lor.. hmm at least like tt her feeling change n become happy bah...

watch harry potter ytd too.. hmm yucks it sucks.. the storyline not really tt gd la.. not as gd as last time mayb when he was young.. now harry potter is talking abt relationship le.. lolz.. abit lame sia..

anyway tml start my home team basic course le.. 8 days dunno can book out or not.. pls i wan book out....

psp white color...

2007-07-08T12:27:00.000+08:00

well well well.. i bought a PSP n its white in color.. nice nice nice.. i love it.. just bought it ytd at AMK hub... hmm it cost 460bucks wif a standard package set, a orginial game, a scandisk 4GB memory card, a casing to protect my set and a screen protector.. hmm ex? i dunno wor.. anyway i like can le la.. gonna bring it back to camp today n play during my free time..

anyway i was down wif a flu ytd.. till now still not bery ok yet... haiz.. n my dear is she is bery sweet she say she wan buy me lunch for me eat.. n she send it up to me hse.. how sweet of her... ya la tt is the way i wan her to b ma... a gf shld b always sweet to her bf rite.. like tt then i will wanna sayang her oso ma.. mayb doing so might spice up our love life too.. rite...

for now i feeling like i'm the most lucky guy in the world now...

quarrel always

2007-07-01T20:07:00.000+08:00

one week book out 1 friday n there is still tings to quarrel abt.. quarrels always over small matters.. nthing serious but small matters... frankly speaking i sick of the quarrels lor.. but sometimes the way she treat me if u were me u will oso b fed up n feel like wanting to scream at her.. just to let off some air.. but i nv do it.. i control control control.. lucky i always control if not tings will go worse i tink.. haiz change my attitude n change urs too bah pls... mayb this kind of improvement will make our relationship into a better one rite.. nv once try b4 u nv will know will it b worst or better..

well tml then book in.. haf to reach at 7am.. damn sia.. stupid i stay sengkang lei ask me book in at 7am u know how far or not.. the camp is at sungei tengah.. old chua chu kang road.. how can i possible reach by 7am unless i take a cab.. hmm lucky dad is fetching me.. sianz start to torture again for tml..

whereas for her she start her work tml.. ok i pray for u hope u haf a gd boss n fun collegaues k.. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU...

going back again

2007-06-24T18:29:00.000+08:00

ya going baack again in another 1 hour time.. sianz again 2 weeks i haf been in there... life is not really as bad bah.. just tiring.. exercise study exericse and drills.. sianz sia.. 6 months har how to tahan long time sia.. haf to endure enudre endure...

book in day again

2007-06-17T01:34:00.000+08:00

Tuesday i just enlist to Police le... first day was kind of hectic.. signing of letter of appointment.. getting of police uniform.. introudction of Home Team Academy(HTA).. and instructor... cut botak haha... sianz.. tiring.. next day was PT training.. early in the morning.. PT is more siong then army bmt.. muscle aching... train train train.. march march march.. newbie newbie newbie... everything gonna start all over again.. everyday wake up at 6am fall in morning parade... after tt same no change PT all the way until 8plus then go for breakfast.. then study study study... no choice a career i choose.. endure for 6 months then.. i done i will b able to strive it over.. mentally is totally different when i was a NSF.. now i am a regular everything cannot do wat i do during a NSF.. no heck care attitude.. just in u mind is just work hard.. pass all the test n i'm out POP.. JIA you for me bah.. abt another 19 hours n i will book in again...

sunday lor

2007-06-10T20:29:00.000+08:00

its sunday lor.. anyway ytd note when to fetch my dear after her fren's wedding dinner.. i was sitting atthe benches just opp orchard towers... i c alot of Thai Aqua sia.. woman body but with a man's voice.. Yucks damn disgusted.. HAO er xin har... was sitting down there for ard an hr.. n i c alot of Ang mo walking pass n suddenly saw an ang mo approach 2 aqua... Their conversation as follows:

Ang Mo: Hello Sweetie... Who R u waiting for???
Aqua : Waiting for u of cos...!!!

and the ang mo sit down beside the aqua....

Sux... i was so yucks.. my hair oso stand.. hmm i wonder y guys approach aqua?? haha imagine u r doing some ting wif a guy ehhh.. when u going down kaoz.. u c a WAT??
BIRD?? haha the more i tink of it the more funny i will tink damn sick lor.. alot some aqua they r pretty n busty.. but when they talk it totally turn me off...

102 posts

2007-06-09T16:31:00.000+08:00

Since last yr 1st of March.. until today.. it is my 102 post le.. wow i overshot 100 post... fast rite.. Anyway today is Sat le... tml sunday n after sunday is monday n tt's it.. Tuesday Enlist police le... fast so fast.. everyday count down only.. done nthing much but just slack ard.. ya today went to work part time help my uncle do some stuff... hmm so just reach back.. wouldnt b going out until ard 9plus bah.. meeting my sweetie after her fren's wedding dinner.. hmm just call her n hear her voice n she dun sounds tt rite.. i tink she is stress up over her studies. cos exams is ard the corner for her.. Monday is her exams, i hereby wish u GOOD LUCK ok.. Jia you.. n dun forget 2 module u either get B or C or better n u get a present from me which i promised u.. =p

Mummy they all went K.L again.. i will b left alone.. n eat instant noodle again i guess so ...

i kinda of nervous to b enlist again.. abit stress cos everything gonna start all over again just like BMT... Hope the training is not so tiring bah.. i know after i go in i will hope Friday come asap cos Book out n BOok out will tink of 12th n is pay day lolz... $$$ haha i'm $$ face.. anyway everyone who work is only for $$ rite.. hardly c a person who work wifout $$ haha..

i missing my dear now.. since wed had not been seeing her.. i miss her much ... But she doesnt even tell me she miss me at all.. she just say no comments.. Zzz.. How bad can she be???

bond signing ceremony is done..

2007-06-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

finish my bond signing this morning le.. hmm went into the HTA (Home Team Academy) which means my training centre sign my bond n my deed.. when entering i saw so many trainees which remind me of my BMT days.. abit seh abit of phobia is coming back oso... endless of pull up session, body aching, physical training and lots n lots.. next tue is going in le. mummy ask me to go alone so i guess ard 8+ i haf to go out of me hse le.. n will b back only on fri nitezz.. botak oso... anyway my dear got a job le starting on i tink end of month bah i oso dunno, later then ask her.. COngrats to her... happy gal lor got a new job shiok le lor.. then dear u better save up ok.. next yr our australia or taiwan trip ok.. haha.. *Eagers*

7 more days

2007-06-05T13:31:00.000+08:00

7 more days left now.. haiz count down count down...

8 more days

2007-06-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

8 more days left now.. hmm time is fast so fast one day gone n i haf done nthing but to rot.. lolzz

again

2007-06-03T01:01:00.001+08:00

9 more days left the 10th day i will b botak le....

where r u??

2007-05-31T17:08:00.001+08:00

12 more days left..
hmmm dear where r u?? i call n call n call the whole day till now?? no reply no pick up i dunno how le where to find u??
u make me worried u know can u if c my blog call me back asap...

13 more days to go

2007-05-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

13 more days to go till the date of enlistment...
i wan to b happy i just hope to be.. dunno y so many prob arise nowadays trying hard to minimise it but when it come u wan to stop it cant... really a torture suffering is the word i can say now.. wan to b happy trying hard to b happy but cant... everyone cool it down n haf a nice chat n understand each other n wat both party wans..
hope later then talk will b a peacful one..
13 days...

sad

2007-05-29T00:41:00.000+08:00

time now is 1245AM.. n i cant slp due to some problems i'm having.. ppl say in love is a happiness ting but for me? tings dun work well.. lots of misunderstanding betweeen us.. dunno is it becos of long period of togetherness n start to c each other ways of handling tings... or is it.. together for too long tings will not start to work well...

tml i haf to follow my workers out to handle some big project n i need rest but until now my eyes dun seems to close.. i am tired but i cant slp.. when ur brains haf lots of tings going ard u nv will the tendency to slp well... i rather envy ppl who can slp from morning till night mayb becos they dun haf stress or anyting in their mind.. i am really trying so hard to maintain my love for her.. accepting all the tings she is.. loving her is not trying to change her but to accept.. i understand such tings but i dunno y my character sometimes dun really understand it.. heart is pain like a knife piercing thrugh it.. been thrugh so many tings working hard trying hard but it seems now just a small ting everyting is spolit..

like ppl say once u go into jail u will forever haf a bad record.. ppl will look down on u n say tt u r a ex-convict.. i now understand tt human beings cannot commit offence.. time left for me is so little less the 3 weeks i going into police n haf my 6 months of training inside.. wif torture of physical mental and lots... its a path i choose a career which i wanted to haf.. but i cant even handle my own relationship now i start to wonder how am i going to handle tings when i go into police.. Friday is the day which i hope it come faster..

really lost for now.. been a long time i haf such feelings... i tot since after i was wif her i was ealy happy.. fate really bring us together tt time on the bus 72 which i rem clearly.. she being my ot gf i was so happy wif her tt time.. after tt she being my gf n i tot she is happy wif me.. but neverless tings start to get bad n bad after 1 yr together... i nv once rem any bad quarrels wif her although we haf it.. i always rem the happiness wif her.. going to sing KTV wif her for the first time, going overseas wif her for the first time.. going to c movies wif her for the first time.. tt time was so excited when i going to meet her... but now everyting start to get abit bad.. i really dunno wat went wrong.. is it becos the tings i do or is it becos the tings she do make me do tings which i dunno will hurt her.. am i over possessive? do i really need to change to b a happy bf or she need to change to b a better gf?

tings will work well ma? i hope it will.. frankly speaking after she say she wan to cool for for a few days my heart really sunk.. i was wondering y our relationship will become this way... i always c my frens happily wif their gf but for me now it become quarrels always... quarrel over small little tings getting upset wif each other.. haiz.. i'm sad i'm really sad.. who can gif me a hug now to comfort me? will she come n hug me to comfort me? i really trying so hard to get along wif her.. but i really dunno if she feel the same way as i do?

hope tings will get better.. i weep i really weep dunno y tears come flowing down itself.. mayb i love her too much.. i dun wan to let go n nv will i wan to let go of her.. she is important to me..

dear if u c this post call me tell me u love me too hao ma? let tings go let all the bad tings go away.. let us accept each other n dun always quarrel....

Enlistment Date for POLICE..

2007-05-26T11:40:00.000+08:00

Finally able to enter into police le.. got their enlistment letter n the date of appointment ison the 12Jun and Bond Signing is on the 7th Jun... Well half a yr of training will b gone fast.. n i will b missing my sweetie inside as i cant book out only on friday evening till sunday evening then haf to book in again.. JUst like my BMT days... Memories of BMT days come back again into my brains.. the torture sessions.. the SHAG face.. unlimited wetness on ur body due to perspire.. BOTAK again... well everyting haf to start all over again... but i believe i can do it now...

Whereas for my sweetie.. u wait for me ok.. very fast de Monday till friday then i can c u le.. anyway better cherish my time wif her more if not once i enter i will b havning my training n will b able to c her on weekends only....

i can blog again

2007-05-16T21:11:00.000+08:00

well well well.. dunno y my IE is faulty recently so i cant blog.. hmmm now everything is back to normal n i can blog again... anyway i resign from my job le.. alot of unhappiness which is not very convenient to say out.. Stress Stress Stress... ArgHhh..

Police medical check up is done.. All my body system functioning perfectly.. waiting for my enlistment now.. when is my enlistment when is the letter coming....

End of May i'm leaving.. JUNE onwards i'm jobless... haha...

currently my dear sis studying now.. hmm i miss her wor....

sianz mood

2007-04-26T22:03:00.000+08:00

my mood is bad.. i feeling unhappy... already kinda of worst but after wat she say it make it more worst...

i just dun understand y must u keep make me understand ur point but y not u try understand my point? u dun bother to explain n u only know how to say i already told u i back home i will sms u ....

i sms u but u no reply... wat is so busy when u r in a cab back home? even just 1 min reply my sms oso cant ma? no reply make ppl tink far rite.. mayb tot u met wif some mishaps.. worried gif u a call.. n haiz.. wat i hear is i dun like ppl to call just to c i'm home or not.. i reach home i will sms u, i nv reply means i'm busy... busy wif? in cab back home can b so busy?? really dun understand only know how to say this but nv seems to understand tt i actually worried for her.. n she will nv know how much she meant to me.. cos i scare of losing her..

work is always so sianz.. stressful n not interesting.. i getting tired of it.. mayb i'm not suit in this line.. i feellike quitting but once quit i will b broke.. $$ is always the stressful ting haiz.. y must this world always talk abt $$..

Review panel

2007-04-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

Review panel is over... i still tinking hard if i have done well or not.. whether if i'm able to get thrugh... Kinda of a hard question to me.... 2-3 weeks time i will receive the letter le... if open up is the date n timing for the body check up tt means WooOOoO... Congrats to me... but if open up they say wish u future endeavours tt means BYEBYE!!! haha..

Police second interview tml

2007-04-23T19:09:00.000+08:00

Gd Luck to myself for tml.... Just try my luck hope i'm able to get in to P-O-L-I-C-E..

Answer truthly n sincerely hope this touch them n give me a chance to let me go in....

i'm not happy

2007-04-19T20:22:00.000+08:00

I"m not happy... i feel sucks... mayb just in this world there is no one for u to turn too... not even the closest person...

MAYB i still just stay alone...

i dun like her decision

2007-04-19T18:53:00.000+08:00

i dun like ur decision... i already say out the reasons tt i dun like u to fly ard.. n not in singapore.. cant u becos of me n spare a tot for me n just dun go for it... if u ask me to give up police for u i will do it... cos joining such a job oso will need to tink for my another...

saying u wan a long run relationship but such a decision really make me heart broken.. i dun feel like saying anyting..

just wanna keep quiet..

Gotten my second interview le..

2007-04-17T21:07:00.000+08:00

LAst Post was on the 4th.. n today is 17 le... so fast almost 2 weeks i nv blog le..yup.. receive a letter for my second interview.. FOR P-O-L-I-C-E...

a dream tt i want.. LOts of application i went thrugh.. n next tuesday is my second interview so call REVIEW PANEL... wat is means ???

it means tt ard 6 High SENIOR OFFICER will sit in a semi-circle n u r in the middle.. n then......

THEY START SHOOTING U LOTS OF QUESTION..... hope i get thrugh this time... NOT LIKE LAST TIME... tt CNB.. REVIEW PANEL....

it was always my dream to get in.. but there r ppl out there trying to stop my dreams.. SAY SO MUCH TO ME.. but it still cant changed my mind.. i nv b a policeman so therefore i must go in n haf a career which is full of challenges...

THIS IS MY CHOICE I NV WILL REGRET...

PLS REspect my decision... n pls do support my decision... THANKS.....

hongkong pics

2007-04-04T19:33:00.000+08:00

the PIcs r up as promised... well hmm this is only some of it but there still lots haha over 300+ pics we took too many le cannot load all if not i faint....

tired just back from work.. i wanna rest FRIDAY pls come asap... 1 more day 1 more day of tahan...

Back From Hongkong..

2007-04-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

WeLL actually back from hongkong last tuesday.. HAHA FUN trip.. BASCIALLY IS shopping shopping shopping until legs oso shake... SHIOK I wan go again...

anyway she is sick today.. 2 days of MC.. shiok lor i envy sia.. i wan oso cant.. i busy work work work....

haha i still fighting FIT nv get down wif any illness since i came back.. HAHA FIT MAN... u WEAK GER La... anyway take care hor dun sick again k....

hmm dunno wat is wrong wif blog anyway tml then upload the pics k i cant upload it now...

13th month lor

2007-03-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog le lolz...

anyway today is our 13th month lor... she is still busy with her schoolwork.. while me tinking of tml i wanna slp le work work work...

anyway 5 more days to HONG KONG... tour tour tour.. shopping shopping shopping...

Stay tuned for the pics for the hongkong trip........

I WILL BE BACK!!!!!

happy CNY

2007-02-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

Let ME wiSh all the ppl A VERY HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR... Bet u ppl ANg BAos take until cant c ur face but only the teeth is visible... hmmm a few days nv blog le wor...monday going back to work soon le.. been rotting at home this few days nthing to do.. haha.. really boring wor.. tml going to LO HEI.... SUNDAY going to dear colleague hse.... gamble sessions... hear of gamble i oso abit scare le... haha.. anyway i waiting for march 23 liao.. HONGKONG TRIP.... shop shop shop is my fav... hahaha buy new clothes lots of tings to buy....

hurry march 23 pls come..........

V day presents

2007-02-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

WeLL i gotten my Vday present from her ytd... haha i love it so much.. nice watch just the right time cause i just need it...

well i oso got a not BAD Necklace for her oso hor.. haha she say she like it alot.. hmm i hope so. cos i spend alot of time walking ard orchard to look for it... haha..

the pic r up for viewing.. take a LOOK.. I WAN HAO LIAN MY WATCH n my NECKLACE FOR HER!!! TAKE A LOOK HAR... Whahaha...!!!

haha its coming soonnn....

2007-02-05T22:37:00.000+08:00

haha its coming soon.... 9 more days to V day... n 13 more days to OUR BIG DAY... 1 YR.... anyway i got her V day present le.. haha she got mine too le.. hmm wondering wat is it? nice or not? hahaha will get to know 9 days later...

11th months le...

2007-01-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

Its 11th months le.. n i forget abt it today.. cos i really dunno today is the 18th... my GOD... how can i forget it.. n my dearbie is kinda of not happy with me.. haiz.. who can i blame but to blame myself cos i everyday busy with my work.. forecast.. numbers... everything is in my mind.. sorry dearbie.. my fault.. i'm SORRY!!!

but hee hee next month is 1 yr le.. i more concern abt 1 yr.. cos its not easy to survive till 1 year... i still LOVE u as much as last time.. nthing changes.. i will wait till 1 yr wait n wait till tt day come.. nthing will changed for my love for me...

its a long time..

2007-01-07T18:48:00.001+08:00

its a long time i ever blog.. since christmas till now 7th of JAN 2007... weLL my monitor is spolit so i change one.. so now blogging time.. weLL celebrate new yr at marina square to c fireworks.. hMmMm kinda crowded lots of ppl.. making me haha abit pek cek n dearbie say i was so fierce cos i scold a malay becuase he was pushing my dearbie.. After everyting is finish we went back on NR6 cos cabbie is heavy HIRED... so take bus lor 1hour 30 mins back to my hse wow backside oso on fire le.. n dearbie spent a nite at my hse...

sat n today i nv meet dearbie cos she ytd got company dinner n dnace n she 3++am then reach home.. promised to fetch her back so i wait for her at her hse downstairs.. n today hmm nthing much went out wif my frenz n back at home for dinner...

went to SGH to c my fren on sat n today due to his operation for his stomach ucler.. wow i was in a shock when i c him.. he was like so skinny n was on drip so many pipes ard his body connecting here n there.. it must b real painful.. c already like bery ke lian...

weLL kiat hope u recover fast ok...

ps: pics for the new yr is up too le...

MErry Christmas

2006-12-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

MErry CHristmas. to ALL ... n a HAPPY NEW YEAR...

weLL weLL weLL haha i fail my CNB interview n tt means i not being selected n tt its my police dream is gone.. anyway i was out ytd wif my dear.. just the 2 of us.. haha.. went to ah GEr bday, its her 4th bday...

after tt we went suntec n marina square n watch cursed of the golden flower.. ZZzz boring show not as gd as i expected... haha but the armour is worth the pricing of the show cos its nice..

anyway I"M waiting for Sunday haha.. i LOVE SUNDAY .... =PppPPPppp

2nd interview

2006-12-12T12:26:00.000+08:00

2nd interview is at 2pm today with CNB.. of cos is nervous as careers start with them if i able to pas thrugh...

Wish me LUck.. n hope i can pass thrugh their interview..

Surprise

2006-12-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

She surprise me by buying lunch to my hse... weLL the whole ting is actually mum they all went overseas le.. n i was left alone at home.. as walking out to buy food is so far i abit lazy n dun wanna go out.. but she just surpirse me today buy getting me lunch today.. as she is going out wif her gers later for bday celebration... THanks alot dear... haha u surprise me n of cos i was so happy..

Happy man

2006-12-07T19:22:00.000+08:00

WeLL WeLL weLL went for the CNB (Central Narcotics Bureau, Anti-drug crime unit of the Singapore Police Force) on tuesday and do their assessment.. so Fast today they call up n say i pass the assessment n are able to go thrugh for the second interview on Next Tuesday 12th Dec.. Anxious n happy of cos cause when the person called up i was laughing away... HOpe i'm able to pass thrugh the second interview n 3rd n YES a 100% CNB officer..

Gd Luck to me..

she is sad...

2006-12-02T00:53:00.000+08:00

wedding dinner can cause unhappiness which i now then find out... mayb its my fault who cause it.. really dun expect it.. or mayb i not thoughtful enuff.. bad ending i have..

not an happy day too.. bad mood for her cause her results isnt tt gd...

but tings already n its the fact u already done ur best i know.. Sorry i cant do much but i can only say.. i cant changed ur results... but i know u done ur best n u did well..

Jia you for the next semsters i believe u can do it better...

Zoo Outing

2006-11-26T14:07:00.000+08:00

hMMm went to the Zoo with my dear on 19th Nov 2006.. haha fun fun nice place alot of animals but they r too lazy mayb becos they know they dun need to hunt for food just lie down oso will have food to eat....

been busy working so no time n lazy work till late late then come home slack awhile n slp liao...

combies pics

2006-10-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

the pics r up.. enJoy!!!

trip over

2006-10-26T19:38:00.000+08:00

was back in singapore on tuesday.. tot custom will jam but haha nv wor.. smooth journey all the way.. enjoy my overseas trip.. basically is shop eat gamble play games tt all.. haha.. lots of fun i have wif my sweetie.. esp.. the time when we both r in casino trying to fight back the $$ we lose.. haha.. at least it show we both can do tings together wor... not bad not bad..

Wednesday 25th October 2006

FION LEE ON YING (my love) finally become a 100% singaporean.. went down wif her to lots of places like british embassy, china embassy and finally ICA building.... i cant enter the British Embassy due to i'm not a british.. whereas for china embassy i can go in as or when i like.. HATE CHINA EMBASSY.. the ppl working there talk in the way as if they r in China.. the ascent, the attitude.. KAoz.. feel like giving them a slap n scold them.. rudeness is wat i can say... Had a long wait at ICA building.. sianz wait n wait.. almost 2 hours then everything is done.. she will get her PINK IC in ard 3-4 months n need to go thrugh a ceramony at her HOUGANG C C.. if i free i tink i will acc her n c her take her ic haha.. take photos too..

Thursday 26th October 2006

WORK WORK WORK.. AIR CON ASSISTANT ENGINEER is me.. hahaha tired damn tired.. work till my legs oso shake.. 10 APPointment i need to clear with the 2 engineer... work till i almost go crazy haha... anyway home le.. YEAH home sweet home.. $$ is so hard to earn.. my sweetie is having dinner with her colleagues n me stuck at home lor.. will not b seeing her lots cos she busy with studies le.. EXams round the corner.. GD LUCK n WORK hARD my Love...

will update the pics i took when overseas soon...

happy birthday to myself..

2006-10-22T01:55:00.000+08:00

weLL its my BDAY today 24 yrs old le.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF... weLL will b leaving singapore in another 5 hours time... Out of singapore le...
stiLL rem last yr my bday i celebrate with my campmates at chalet now so fast 1 yr passby n i ORD le.. went down to jiawen bbq just now at ECP.. saw a few of my campmates n we start our crapping session.. sweetie is tired so left at 9++... HmMm last yr my bday i received so many sms wishing me HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. but now.. i only got MARk sms.. haha how to say he GAO bro la.. at least rem my bday... anyway who sms me oso like tt most important is my sweetie is by my side.. nthing else is much more important le..

pics of last yr at chalet during my bday..

ORD

2006-10-17T09:42:00.000+08:00

2years n 2 months of service will be ending in ard 24 hrs time.. 18th OCT 2006 is the day i ORD LOR.. PINK IC NICE TO SEE, NICE TO HOLD.. haha... tml oso will b the date where me n my baby together for 8months.. so fast 8months le... unlimited quarrels, debate and arguments still make our love so strong rite sweetie?? loLz.. just back frm camp go back to let my OC sign my clearance have a chat with him n he wish me future endeavours.. Thanks OC..

4 more days to my BIRTHDAY!!! wish me Happy Birthday ok.. 24 yrs old le damn i am an old man liao..

4more days to Genting trip.. to celebrate my birthday up there.. thanks dear for gving me the treat.. kinda of tired now nv get enuff slp ytd nite..

GoOd NITeZ Dude n Babes off to my bed now..

Noisy

2006-10-12T15:59:00.000+08:00

dun ask me y she look like frowning at her upper face but laughing at her bottom face... hahaha.. i love her so much...

I cant stand the noise... DAMN thos fools up there, they r way making too much noise.. I stay here 5 yrs le now then u do renovation..??? it damn NOISY drilling noise ARGHH I cant slp I cant rest.. feel like going up throw a bomb n just bomb them to death....
anyway i received an interview appt with CNB haha as narcotics officers. tt means police officers that catch ppl who deals with drugs.. haha.. happy n contented n the interview is on 1st of NOV..
yup coming soon is the genting trip on next sunday... i cant wait for tt day so tt i can hug her n slp.. tt wat i always wanted to.. Y?? becos the feeling is gd haha.. aiya if u haf a gf/bf u will know how i feel le..
HmM ST nv call me up haiz feel like being cheated.. anyway i think my previous interview with Photronics is up lorry already.. haha.. nvm find another job bah..
GueSs i'm truely madely depply in LOVE with her...

bad day

2006-10-06T14:15:00.000+08:00

I'm so unhappy... not even a gd day for me even if it is weekend soon... firstly agreed to accompany me to the hospital but in the end say my appt time is too earli... say dun wan to acc me.. its ok i go alone.. to ur thinking u tink tt u r tired n its ur off day so u can rest.. but to me do u think i will tink of this way?? To me i feel u dun even really concern much cause mayb my wrist is fully recovered or not is not as important as ur bed.. I cant even compare myself with bed and slp.. Even after the appt dont u tink i will not let u rest me myself oso damn tired n not feeling too gd...

secondly.. i request to meet n ask to eat dinner at my hse...n i tot of surpirse her by at nite i bring her go to the park walk walk n c the moon.. kinda of improve our relationship.. hardly had a day we can frm mornin till nite stay together n i can say we always do it.. but such kind of time u dun even wanna spare me... u always tink of urself then wat abt me? how i feel u ever concern ever ask me??

Thrugh the phone i sound so unhappy but did u ever talk to me peace to peace or heart to heart slowly explain to me.. NV U NV...

Wat can i say??? SHUT MYSELF UP N KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT FULLY....

I DUN FEEL LIKE TALKING MUCH NOWADAYS....

interview

2006-10-04T11:56:00.000+08:00

YEs YEs YEs!!! i been Sent for an interview... got the call ytd at evening time from job street personnel... the company i was going to work for if they accept me is called Photronics Singapore Pte Ltd... Tml is the interview le at 3pm.. at loyang way 2... Check out the map n what is it a big company and the website is a MNC company.. they have branches over Aisa, Europe and North American... haha.. Will b Working 12 hrs shift if i'm being accepted... Salary package inculde Basic + Shift + Transport.. what will still i ask for... but prob is i dunno how much is the basic, shift and transport... Tml will CHeck it out frm them... Hope i get this job... WISH me LUCK!!!!

low life

2006-09-29T11:41:00.000+08:00

hmmm what is my life now???
it consist of her, my bed, my tv, my computer, n most of the time is GUNBOUND...

spending almost 8 hours a day paying it... play till i'm so tired...

ANyway today is bretson, kooi and AH tat is their ORD day.. PINK IC is just secs away from them...

but me haiz.. my is days away from it...

i need a job i need $$... anyone got recoomendation ofr jobs???

broken heart

2006-09-24T19:03:00.000+08:00

NOT even the world best doctor and medicine in this world can cure a heart tt is broken in pieces...

crying alone in the dark.. person closest to me hurt me so much... tears flowing down during the typing of this blog... nv been so hurt before... endless of quarrels, arguements will only spolit this relationship... 7th month is not a short period of time... so many things we have went thrugh together.. y cant it continue instead of quarrels.. i'm sad i'm really sad... i'm lost n i dunno what to do...

i cant stop my tears from flowing out of my eyes.. i guess i'm really hurt badly...

uncertain

2006-09-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

communication is gettin lesser n lesser.. topics ard is only abt work, studies and slp... it is getting unhealthy n very unhealthy.. i dun like this i really dun like this...
scare this scare that.. hesitate here n there.. is it tings start to get more n more diffcult... is it the harder it is.. the more effort we shld put in.. obstacles start to form up always n trying to clear it is always a hard ting to do so...
is this humans life going to b ?? i'm sad .. n i dun feel gd at all....

Back from chalet

2006-09-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

I'm back from chalet le... anyone miss me??? lolz.. back at ard 1plus... so tired.. dear was with me.. we watch abit of vcds n bOOM. we both system failure n knock out n slp all the way.... hmm wat we do at chalet we slp eat slp eat walk ard.. n went to orchard c little man.. nice show abit sexual humor haha.. funny show make me keep luffing.. anyway tml going back to camp.. will b having dinner with my two team ICs.. i'm still tired.. LOLZ i know abit pig but wat to do i nua too much le.. wonder after ORD.. i able to use to working or not..

btw ytd 18th is our 7th month together le.... HAPPY wor...

chalet today....

2006-09-17T11:37:00.000+08:00

I"m going to chalet today n will b back on tuesday.. hahaha wif my dear dear... nua at chalet go out c movies go out eat wow dun need care abt work abt studies it's purely relax hahaha... SHiok SHiOk....

alone..

2006-09-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

in the mid of clearing my leave for my ORD.. first time i ever felt such a feeling.. boring is what i can say... i everyday dunno do wat... i'm really lost... stay at home no ppl to talk to 1 day at home my words not even more then 10 sentences... feel so lonely.. so alone..

such days will cause ppl to b moody... had a bad quarrel wif her.. over some stuffs... which almost make our relationship turn sour... almost go back to my single days.. she is busy wif her stuff so i'm always alone.. frenz at my age is either start working so seldom haf the chance to meet them... tt y i always at home..

just happen to tink if i really lost her... then really i'm alone le... she is the only person closest to me now... What is wrong with me??? Am i the one with lots of prob??? my attitude really tt sucks ma??

LOST i am really LOST.. dunno who to confine into...

over of wrist

2006-09-08T13:57:00.000+08:00

MY WRIST RECOVER LE .............. WHAHAHA waited 2 month plus for this day to come finaly no more wrist guard no more cast i can suntan my wrist to the color i wan not white white like a hand with no vitamins.....

but i still need to do therapy due to stiffness.... 3/4 to recovery le cant wait for the day to come where i can do pull up again wif my hand..

end of open house

2006-09-05T11:12:00.000+08:00

End of open hse le!!! Finally from friday till sunday... tired n shag is the only word i can describe... from morning i been standing under the sun till the sun sets.... burnt sunburnt... forehead is in pain like my skin is cracking up....

lots of ppl for sat we been catering ard 45000 ppl... n sunday is more n 50000 if i'm not wrong... hmm wat so nice abt fighter planes lolz... if i'm not working in the air base mayb i oso will not come down to see.. because y??? the sun the sun the sun... so hot ...

lots of ugly singaporean we met... they just dun understand the meaning of security purposes... it's because once u enter the exit point u cannot go back to the statics display again.... there is not screening point at the exit point.. so therefore for ur own safety or everyone safety once u exit u cannot go back into the air base again unless u re-que at the screening point n come in again..

do u think we wan it to be this way?? if u r unhappy just talk nicely rite dun need shout at us or give comments tt r so FXXK!!!

Has been shouted by public for the open hse due to this prob.. wat to do.. we r soldiers n r not allow to shout back at them.. suck thumbs lor they shout us we can just smile back.. n say sorry hope they understand.. feel like a fool...

anyway it's over le n i back on leave for my ord!!! le.. so no more big events for me le... hahaha ORD ORD!!! PINK IC PINK IC!!!!

RSAF OPEN HOUSE..

2006-08-31T11:43:00.000+08:00

well clearing leave now for my ord so nthing to do rot at home the most evening time go fetch my dear after work.. ytd went back to camp *piaNg* OPen house setup.. sianz sia.. so many tings to do... Anyway Tml is open hse le.. tml is for the students, old folks home..etc.. SATURDAY N SUNDAY open for the public... lots of ppl gonna come into PAYA LEBAR AIRBASE.. just to c aeroplanes sianz.. n me will b inside the crews to handle public.. hate to b a customer service man.. anyway will updates more on RSAF OPEN HSE... HmMM those who r coming on sat the timing is at 10am - 7pm... Sunday will b at 830am - 7pm... pls do not join in the crowd n bully the crews who is helping out on the open hse lolz.. cos i will know there will b ugly singaporeans making alot of noise complainin here n there....

Ah Gong funeral...

2006-08-25T16:50:00.000+08:00

This morning is my Ah gong last day of funeral.. reach the funeral place at 815am.. ate my breakfast n sit down to wait ill prayers start.. long prayers kneel here kneel there this few days make my knee cap in pain.. kinda of bruised.. there is one part of this prayers where all the ppl walk ard his coffin n throw joss papers.. tt part is the most sad part.. the tot of my gong is dead make me sad.. almost cry out but i nv la... just keep quiet n follow the crowd.. i saw ppl crying like my mum n aunties.. so sad.. after tt went down to mandai.. n c his coffin being push into the furnace... heard my relatives calling him ask him go in peace n crying out.. Damn i hate such feelings it so sad to lose ur love ones.. So pls do treasure ur love ones before they r gone.. n by tt time u regret it's too late le....

anyway everyting is over n can rest le... being going over everyday making me tired...

due to this i nv c my dear for 3 days le.. i miss her... i wonder did she slim down or grow fat?? Tml i must take a gd look at her le...

I MISS U SWEETHEART....

i like this pic..

2006-08-24T00:37:00.000+08:00

i like this pic for wat reason i dunno mayb it look nice to me?? lolz....

busy..

2006-08-22T11:49:00.000+08:00

although i'm clearing my leave for my ord now.. but this week is not a week for me to relax.... Been running up n down or mayb i shld say traveling up n down to n fro from my Grandfather's funeral, fetch dear after work.. back to funeral n back home...

Tired is wat i can say.. anyway tml i going back to camp.. after camp rush down to funeral again.. today same will b going down in the evening again..

i make a effort to blog wor n update dun say i lazy again ok *u know who u r* lolz...

quoted from the movie "CLICK"

2006-08-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

What was the song to our first kiss?

Will you still love me tomorrow?

Will u forget all the memories?

qutoed from the movie"CLICK"

Names you should not bestow upon your children

01. Anne Chang (In Mandarin) -- Dirty

02. Anne Chin (In Mandarin) -- Keep quiet

03. Faye Chen (In Mandarin) -- Dusty

04. Henry Mah (In Mandarin) -- Hate your mum

05. Jane Tan (In Mandarin) -- Fried egg

06. Judy Soo (In Mandarin) -- Fated to lose

07. Leslie Tong (In Mandarin) -- Rubbish bin

08. Nelson Chong (In Mandarin) -- Worms-infested bird

09. Nelson Tan (In Mandarin) -- Bird laying eggs

10. Carl Chng (In Hokkein) -- Buttock

11. Carmen Teng (In Hokkein) -- Leg hair long

12. Corrine Tai (In Hokkein) -- Poor fellow

13. Henry Tan (In Hokkein) -- Let you wait

14. Lucy Liao (In Hokkein) -- You are dead

15. Monica Cheng (In Hokkein) -- Touch your buttock

16. Suzie Leow (In Hokkein) -- Lost till death

17. Paul Chan (In Cantonese) -- Bankrupt!!!

lost of my grandfather

2006-08-19T02:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 6th mOnth (180806) wif me sweetie.. went to CGH today for my wrist appt.. sad to say my wrist not yet recover still need to wear the guard.. doc adivsed no exercise on my wrist/arm till mayb next yr is the best.. Low.. sianz 1/2 sia.. anyway dear is wif me for my CGH appt... after tt went home n SLP hahaha.. dear dear was slping oso both of us too shag le.. haf dinner at my hse n off went dear for her classes n me i went to meet my kakis for coffee session..

on the way back home pick up a phone in the bus.. lost form no ppl de.. dunno whose is tt.. so went to sengkang NPC n lodge a report...

reach home n received a bad news frm my mum... dad n her r changing ready to go down to hospital.. because my aunt call saying tt the doctor called n tell her tt my grandfather cant survive thrugh tonight... ask us to go down to c him the last time.. so i went down wif mum n dad by the time we reach there.. Ah gong has already left us.. 1203am is his time tt he is certified dead... sad.. cant really explain tt kind of feeling but i can c everyone is feeling down oso.. so i just kept quiet.. although i'm not close wif him but he is my grandfather so kinda of sad feeling i haf oso.. tml is the start of the funeral le.. uncles n relatives will b informed.. the funeral will b held 7 days.. till next sat i tink..

REST IN PEACE AH GONG...

1922-2006 FOREVER REMEMBERED...

complains

2006-08-10T19:22:00.000+08:00

As many readers complains tt i nv update my blog.. so due to such huge response.. i will update it again.. whahaha i sound so lame.. sia whahaha...
anyway HAPPY 41th Birthday Singapore....
meet up wif weisheng, huijun and of cos my baby.. ytd.. went for bowling at MS then catch our dinner at a chinese resturant.. after tt whaha went over to esplande to haf FONDUE.... always wanted to eat n finally i get to eat... hmm abit lost when reach esplande alot of ppl due to NDP bah.. ppl c fireworks.. so abit crowded lor... after FONDUE call a cab n byebye home sweet home...
hmmm kinda of missing someone now.. had to c neoprint in order to c her wor.. sad rite.. ke lian wor.. busy wif her school work.. n studies whereas for me busy wif wat u know i busy wif the slacking worms.. trying to b frenz wif them lor...

our gift for the 5th month ..

2006-07-23T20:16:00.000+08:00

our gift for this 5th month anniversary ... 18th of July.. but dunno wat is wrong.. since after tt days everyting went wrong.. quarrels unhappiness... all keep coming... i hate it.. i dun like quarrels i dun like arugments... hope everything will b fine after today... bad stuff go away gd stuff come ard me....

ps: ppl say abit of quarrel will improve the relationship but if too much it might turn the relationship sour.. hope tt few quarrels dun turn it sour bah...

my japanese name

2006-07-17T17:48:00.000+08:00

Your Japanese Name Is...

Yasuo Hayashi

What's" your Japanese Name?

i miss her

2006-07-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

haiz.. i miss u lots.. do u know ??? the time we spent together is getting lesser... due to family work n studies.. gf is i choose n i love.. i know u dun like me to keep saying u spent less time wif me but i really cant help myself.. i wan to c u lots... tml my clubbing session wif my guys i really hope u r wif me.. but i know u haf ur reasons.. weekend is the only time i can spent much of my time wif u... but haiz sunday is family day as u say .. sat u haf to work.. till late afternoon... can i know how do i dun miss u.. so much..

i really love u lots i haf put all my heart n soul into u.. u haf taken away everyting frm me... i will try to understand wat u feel... sorry for this few days.. i dun mean it....

I'm back

2006-07-07T10:39:00.000+08:00

Yup.. i'm back from Redang.. beautiful island .. water is clear the sea r free from rubbish.. clean clean clean... nice weather over there as everyday is hot sunny day... too bad cant snorkel.. wasted... the water is so clear tt i can even c the fishes swimming.. yup.. dear of cos cnorkel happily.. lor.. she saw lots of fishes.. include baby shark too...

anyway will update more pics later cos the pics is still wif my baby...

monday is back to work again sianz.. wear uniform wif my cast on i tink i will look stupid...

Sunday lor

2006-07-02T14:06:00.000+08:00

YEahHhh.. it's sunday liao lor.. tml is monday n it's REdang trip le.. but i'm still on cast so no snorkelling le.. sianz rite. but it's ok c dear snorkel lor she take photos for me.. lolz.. i wait for her on the boat... hmmm cant wait for tml.. but i still havnt pack my stuff... today is home alone day... all went out dunno go where le.. wat to do.. haiz.. tink i am instant noodle boy le.. lunch n dinner instant noodle.... dear oso home acc her mum.. so not meeting me le..

went to c superman return ytd nite.. hmm nice show 2hr n 34mins like tt hahaha.. sit until backside pain.. but haha superman is a hero.. stylo sia save the whole world... if i am superman then gd liao hor... a superman wif cast whahahaha... fly ard the world.. save ppl fight the crime.. weee weee... but in this world there is no superman.. but thailand alot of aqua man.. if u dun mind u wan b oso can .. better then nthing rite for ppl reading this lolz...

stress...

2006-06-26T12:07:00.000+08:00

hmmm... after so many days on cast y i still feel like wrist kinda of pain... next monday is dear n me de redang trip le... y still not yet recover.. the doc told me tt the fracture is just superfical... really need a month to heal ma.. sianz.. morale low nowadays.. friday is the meeting up of the bone specialist.. i will request to take off my cast n if it's still not yet recover but at least they put someting small on my hand instead of this big ting.. it make me uncomfortable... god save me... pls.. let me remove my cast n let me recover on fri... when i c the bone specialist... haiz....

on cast now...

2006-06-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

ya tt me now on the pic on top.. i'm on cast i fall n i broke my wrist.. haha due to wat ?? world cup in my camp n tt means i'm playing soccer n i fell n injure myself.. lor.. when did it happen.. ytd 4 plus clever rite.. went home wifout working gonna nag by my officer then went back home.. wif mummy n dear we went to c a chinese doc.. but the doc say hmm he scare i got fracture tt y he nv help me anyting just let me put some med nia.. so i went to Changi Hospital n waited like siao just to c a doc.. went for X-ray nthing wrong was said by the doc n gif me some pain killer n ask me go home..

today 7pm tt doc call me up ask me am i ok or not?? i tot he was so nice but to my expectation he call me to say he send me x-ray report to a bone specialist n he found a small crack on my wrist.. so i went back again dear accompany me.. Thanks alot sweetie.. U r the best acc me run here run there... yup.. finally on cast le MC all the way till 30th june.. n 1st of july on overseas till 9th of july.. i going Redang wif dear hope i recover by then... But i need to go back on 30th june to CGH go back c bone specialist he wan c how is my hand recover or not.. pls i need to go overseas pls let me recover..

Thanks my dear.. i know u r worried for me.. but i'm ok i can run talk n jump ard.. i love u thanks alot for this 2 days.. u accompany me with no complains i really appreciated it.. thanks alot dear... *MUACKS*

it's wed le lor....

2006-06-21T12:23:00.000+08:00

Yup finally i waited tiLL wed le... her LAst day of Exams... Frm last week tiLL now her exams she dun even really haf the time to pei me.. not much of my time i'm seeing her..
hope after today i able to see her more.. and 2 more weeks my redang trip is coming cant wait for it lolZ...

yeaHh i bought a soccer boots ytd.. friday start training le.. can play soccer le lor shiok shiok.. anyway i'm working in the afternoon for this whole week so can slp late...

hmmm wat is she doing now i kinda of miss her........

4th month lor

2006-06-18T12:38:00.000+08:00

i know my life will never be the same again...

Cos's of you.. My special one..

Happy 4th MOnth..

ps: Just My Luck this movie can watch nice n funny.. watch it ytd with dear..

sad...

2006-06-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

sad.. quarrel with her.. because of wat?? a phone call... am i too fussy or wat? or am i just angry because of wat she sms me.. back..

i sms u but u nv reply.. as a sign of concern i will of cos gif u a call back to u... but i'm just ignored...

u choose not to talk to me i let u be... i wan to talk tings out to u.. if u choose it this way i cant forced u.. u nv know everytime we had arguments my heart will feel pain, i will feel sad...

anyway i call to tell u my leg got infection too.. if u tink tt i call u for fun or nthing then ok..

seriously injure

2006-06-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

ya went back to camp after 2 days of MC... n reach camp i forget today got soccer match.. so went back home at ard10am to get my soccer boots...n towels... ya actually nthing much oso went off to air force school to haf the soccer match at ard 3pm.. start off with the standard players la.. wow liew raining sia ground is wet hard to kick cos slippy..

so clever me go cut on my hands n legs cos i fly here fly there whole body pain.. hmm i dun haf a camera phone if not i take down the pic n post it up here... now i tink i injure my left arm which i cant use energy after checking myself i tot haha i arm fracture but hmm dun looks like la.. cos i still can move my arm.. so ok la hor.. mayb sprain the inside part lor.. so might take a few days to recover... yup even my toe is blue black.. i tink whack the ball too hard until my toe oso injure now still pain sia.. kinda of lost form tml still haf to work...

so the score MEF/SF(us) VS AGSS/CEF the SOCRE is 8-2 hahaha we sucks... i agree no teamwork. nthing everyone play their own style.. i tink we lack of training tt y.. but hmm enjoy la.. cos playing soccer is a way to relieve stress too rite...

3 days nv really take a good look at her le.. today she is busy wif her god papa stuff.. kinda of miss her lots.. *sads* me whole body pain pain oso no ppl sayang me.. sianz..

attention

2006-06-07T11:52:00.000+08:00

i'm oso a human being.. i oso need attention from u.. everytime is i gif u the attention i come fan u.. did u come n fan me.. did u come n bother me or trouble me.... i talking to u but u nv even reply me to my msg... if u afk can u just let me know.. i feel like fool sitting at my com in front just waiting for the reply... did u ever tink of wat i tink how am i tinking.... i nv ask much from u n u wan do wat i all agree.. if u live in the world of urself then u go ahead bah... cos wat i need is someone attention at times not in the world of myself...

acc her to c the doc..

2006-06-06T10:34:00.000+08:00

yup long time nv blog n someone scold me le. haha say i nv blog okok now i'm bloggin k.. actually nthing to blog la.. last thur Dear was Home ALone... y because her mum n aunt go to BKK... whereas for me i was on duty on thur.. so nv acc her.. hmm friday was the actual day to stay in her hse.. the 4days 3 nights DAy tour at HouganG was an enjoyable one.. did nthing much but ate alot of stuff if i not wrong.. cos i know is slp wake up eat n slp.. yup.. sat nite c X-MEN.. not tt bad la as comment by my frenz... drive to AMK wif her first time fetchin me... not tt lousy ok ur skills but just a few points u need to take note which i told u ok.. after tt show is me drive back home.. yup.. sunday rots n went over to my hse in the evening for dinner.. dinNer at JalAn Kayu.. eat till i wanna VoMit... order alot of food like hungry for 10 days nv eat lolz...

ya this ger is sick been sneezing from friday till monday..

acc her to c the doc ytd nite.. she told me when she was having lunch she vomit.. Zzzz make me worried.. can u pls look after urself... i buy u the vitamin C tablet u better remember to eat it everyday ok.. Got a MC for today n she was happy rite... Acc ur mUmmIe n auntie cos they r back from BKK yTd nite..

whereas for me now its my turn to down wif flu n cough.. just went to c the doc.. just now.. eat my med le... abit seh whahaha... Doc give me 2 days MC whahaha.. shiOK boh... today n tml dun need work.. slack at home n rot... if she got time for me then i meet her lor...

2006-05-24T19:34:00.000+08:00

Monday booking of tickets for the tour.... spent a few hours wif her... then she go to her class in the evening.. tuesday c her in the morning take bus together to work.. nv even talk more then 20 words.. cos she is sitting down while i'm standing.. wednesday morning took bus together again.. n again not more then 20 words because same ting again i'm standing she is sitting.. most of the time we r talking just thrugh sms... tot of seeing her after work but she got a BBQ today meeting her EX COlleagues.... so wat to do i go home straight after work lor... 2 days dun even really haf the time for me... i got ting to talk to her.. but just cant find the time to talk to her.. really so busy ma? I dun like such a feeling... AM i thinking too much or am i just feeling i need her alot?? i too sticky to her ma?? haiz.. feeling so sad...

Redang redang...

2006-05-22T19:56:00.000+08:00

YeaHH book the tour trip to Redang.. at 3rd July... whahaha cant wait for tt date yeaHHh.. redang here i come.. Going wif my dear dear.. but tiring part 10-12 hours of coach ride...

3 mONths lor..

2006-05-18T17:35:00.000+08:00

yeaHHHhh... 3 months le... HAPPY 3rd Month Anniverary... being together wif her for 3 months le.. hapPy... enjoy her accompany always... n dun wish to lose her.. she was at my hse ytd.. i was so happy.. but sad stuff is i'm kinda of tired due to the exercise period...

got a shock actually before she went home she pass me a photo wif all the both of us.. n she wrote me a letter.. whereas for the leeter wat is wrote it shall b a mysterious lolz... cannot let u ppl read... Thanks dear dear when reading i'm smiling.. so sweet so nice.. it touches my heart..

Exercise Exercise

2006-05-16T19:56:00.000+08:00

Exercise exercise *pEeee PoOOO peEEe poOoO* Air Raid Warning Red, Air Raid Warning Red... tt wat i hear it everyday half an hr or so it will announce.. ArGHH noisy sia... BOMbArdment hEre n there run here n there.. save the building save the system... tt was we wiLL be doing for this whole Week... FaiNtzz.. execise Blue Diamond we called.. hahaha my frenz say Exercise Blue Film... haha dirty tots is wat we always haf to create Jokes... Tiring day for me everyday cause 730am must reach camp... n it end ard 7pm...

kinda of miss her badly.. nv c her in bus cos i go out earli.. n nv c her when going back home cos she got classes for ytd n today.. WEd.. is the day i craving for.. cos i can c her.. might b coming up to my hse for dinner.. ABle to hold her hands n hug her.. tt wat i need from her.. the WArmth from her to keep me ongoing.. everyday.. BadlY fall IN lOve wif her.. n NEEd her badly..

Exercise end FAst n make me go back to my routine job.. PLs...

Jb Trip..

2006-05-14T12:47:00.000+08:00

ya it's JB trip again ytd.. went with dear, dear's mum n her aunt... haha Fun trip.. hmm enjoy so much..

went over to dear hse at ard 1130 n took a cab down to Woodland checkpoint.. reach JB ard 12 plus.. hmm first Stop at JB is Plaza Pelangi... went over there to do specs.. because dear, her mum n her aunt wanted to do specs.. whereas for me i actualLy got no idea of doing it.. but haha me walk ard c a nice frame so took n try it out wow Shiok suit me sia n nice.. so aiyo do lor.. haha.. test n check eyesight c if anyting changes n is payment time.. Guess wat?? Dear's mum say she pay for aLL.. i was kinda of shOck.. paiseh ma.. but her mum die die oso dun wan accept our $$... btw THanks Auntie.. walk ard... in Plaza Pelangi plaza for ard 2 hrs because we need to wait for the specs to b done.. n collected... went over to a JAp resturant to haf our lunch, was kinda of hungry because i did not eat any breakfast.. shoP ard n i got myself a RED color converse ENGLAND Soccer t-shirt... haha shiOk... hAppY man... Collected our specs n i wear it n walk ard... ard 5plus we went over to THE STORE.. not tt gd place.. but it's ok because dear's mum wanna get some stuff.. hmm i get a crystal casing for my phone.. cos it can protect my phone frm scratches... yup bought a new keypad for my phone too cos the numpad 7 is spoilt.. haha.. after shoppin we went over to DA MA HUA YUAN to have our dinner n tt was 8plus already... had some seafood cos is kinda of CHEAP... 6 DISHES include clayfish, vegetable.. sotong yu tiao, small fried sotong, fish n pork ribs... which only cost us 123RM... cheap rite.. after tt took a cab to JOHOR custom... n Home Sweet Home....

ps: anyway this r the few pics i took with dear at JB...

ya sad life again..

2006-05-08T15:25:00.000+08:00

ya sad life is it for me now... ytd was kinda of not feeling weLL la so nv really go out rest at home the whole day... decided to go to the doctor this morning.. so woke up at 630am call camp to let the duty personnel know tt i going to report sick out.... SMS my encik to let him know n he say ok.. at 815.. bretson call me.. tell me to go back to camp asking me to report sick in.. WTF i was abit piss off.. cos the order is by my encik... when i was on the phone wif bretson.. he pass the phone to my encik n he talk to me saying wat no enuff manpower no driver.. all this shit.. helLOZ.. i'm sick k even i go back i go to medical centre after tt i oso cant work cause i'm sick... damnn other oso allowed to go REPORT SICK OUT whereas i must REPORT SICK IN? ya from now onwards i nv wiLL respect this ENCIK... after i c THE MO ( Medical Officer) tt CPT dunno wat name tell me its ok.. ur not a big issuse u can go back to work.. damn i been going to the toilet a few times n u tell me nthing big issuse... not even a MC or a light duties given to me.. ya went back report to tt ENCIK.. ya he still can say u look fine wat... NB lor the pain is in me not u lor of cause u dun feel anyting... tt time u just do abit of rect. smell abit of solderin smell u next day RSO liao.. who is the one who is more useless... if u wanna respect ur guys pls gif them some welfare instead... FEd up i took 1/2 day off n go home n rest... haiz.. i prefer encik LOW at least he do respect us and even if u report sick out he dun even recall u back ask u come back camp... at least i stiLL able to walk if not u wan me go back camp i faint on the way back who is going to b responsible??? ur SMALL little 2WO rank is going faLL off from ur SHOULDER.... asshole..

reasons of being recalled: lack of drivers for today only dave...

too many ppl time off

AFL ( Airfield Lighting) team dun even haf drivers

CHomp CHoMp

2006-05-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA.. Dinner at CHoMP CHomP today.. had my fiLL... eat stingray, fried oyster, fried carrot cake.... sotong you tiao...and 1 BIG BIG CUP of sugarcane jucie... whahaha.... anway watch M:I:3 just now at AMK jubliee Nice show NIce SHow... 2 hrs show... hmm actually after chomp chomp dinner.. me n dear dear dunno wat to do n where to go it just 8pm in the evening... so sit at the bus stop talk rubbish n tinking of where to go.. so clever me just tink of one 1 HMM c bus 73 come which direction its going if its going tao payoh we will just go there.. if its going back amk then we will proceed back to dear dear hse... so in the end we went to tao payoh le... reach there DEAR's mum call her n guess wat??? dear's mum n her auntie is at TAO PAYOH too.. lolzzz so ciao rite... yup went ard shopping wif her mum n auntie n after tt went back le.. nthing much... her AUNtie offer to send me back home then ok lor... hmm actually i'm kinda of tired oso...buay tahan.. ytd in camp duty nv slp weLL n reach hoem nv slp till now SHAG HAR SHAG HAR>... hMmm GD nItEzzz ALL.....

Squadron dinner n dance...

2006-05-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

today is dinner n dance... went to ubin adventure club for some games.. someting like OBS lor rock climbling those stuff... play till hand pain.. haha anyway i play all this stuff b4 when i was in NCC during secondary school time... yup.. dinner at punngol seafood resturant.. hmm not nice at all... nt because i dun like to eat seafood.. is because the food just not nice la... nv c any seafood just c mussels, sweet n sour fish tt aLL whaha.. stiLL call seafood resturant.... went back home in one of my colleagues car.. n now i'm home le....

sunday duty in camp.. nthing much had some games by ourselves... haha... hmm only dear know wat game we r playing.. not allowed to announce in here if not alot of ppl wiLL die...

monday went home.. slp awhile n went to dear dear hse.. to meet her n go to somerset to meet her mum n aunt for thai buffet... HmM not bad la.. the resturant name is Parkway Thai Resturant... after tt walk ard in plaza sing.. bought myself a t-shirt, I NOT STUPID TOO Vcd and a precious moments photo album.. to put me n dear dear pics into it.. hmm guess i need to design abit.. to make it look nice... when got time i go up dear hse i design the contents page for her... haha artistic me is to show some skiLLs to her.. lolz...

yeahHHH...

2006-04-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

hmm tml is a happy day...dear dear tml after work we r going out... going to orchard decide to haf dinner at HMV marche.... wow been a long time i nv go there makan le... whahaha... shiok shiok the idea of tinking make me excited sia... anyway today GOV gif $$ liao lor the NSF bonous n the progress budget is credited into my bank account lor.. i'm rich AGAInnnnnn.... =p

haiz ya..

2006-04-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

nthing much to update frankly speaking.. nowadays my life is just wake up go work.. then go for breakfast in camp then do my normal stuff which i always do.. rot awhile go for lunch then after lunch rot awhile do some paper work.. then wait for 530pm finish work go home... tt is my routine from monday till today nthing changes.. boring life always doing the same ting.. haiz...

even my dear is oso not free for me due to her school work making her busy... anyway next tuesday is my squadron dinner and dance.. basically not dance la just afternoon go UBIN for some exercise like rock climbing clearing obstacles... all this craps... ya one more ting i been nominated for the NSF Best Serviceman of the Year... aiya wouldnt win de la... just being nominated for the fun of it.. so i dun haf great hopes on it...

ya not feeling well recently too down with flu and cough... too many sick man in my camp been mixing with them so i will get affected too... btw i'm down with stomach flu too.. ArgHH buay tahan la ... nv tell dear abt it.. cos i still ok wif it.. not so weak la.. ya i injure my back too keep on pain ... i tink i'm old le.. tt y...

photos

2006-04-19T00:43:00.000+08:00

THE STORY OF OUR LOVE..............

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2006-04-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

all this r our cute cute photos taken on SUNDAY nitezz while slacking on my sofa in my rooM.....

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2006-04-19T00:11:00.000+08:00

food tt i cook... haha.. look like i'm an expert i can b a chef after i ord rite... YA i hurt my hand too when cooking c the pic above.. pain sia.. i burnt my hand when frying the special egg for the special HER.......

early in the morning....

2006-04-18T09:19:00.000+08:00

yup yup yup... hi my blog kinda of a few days nv updated le... yes angry man now... fed up oso STUPID CAMP call me so early for wat ask me to book in at 2pm... normal shift 630 come wat? 3pm can go wat the farke... then i might as well do normal shift today... then i had to stay till night flying end.. n standby for them... TAHAN 4 more months.. i wan ord.. i cant take tt stupid place... poor mangement... ytd nite my encik tell us to book in at 4pm.. then now the DY wo ask us to book in at 2pm.. so who shld i listen to?? nvm i book in at 2pm but i go back n enquire c if i got off lieu to clock.. whaha.. earn 2-3 hrs oso shiok...

anyway wat i did last week?? last thursday nite went to partyworld.. cuppage at nite wif dear, chongwei n his gf... friday morning meet dear at 1030am go eat mac breakfast.. n ya bought some food from cold storage... yes yes yes.. i'm cooking for dear for dinner... ya sotong me burnt my hand whaha... during cooking.. anyway will update the photos later cos its still with dear... hmm saturday stay at home whole day till nite time.. then dear went over to my hse n stay at my hse.. yup.. she went out wif her kaki's n throw me alone at home lolz.. N N N N N N N sunday.. actually decided to go to rachel bday chalet at pasir ris... but kinda of put aeroplane cos it was raining heavily during evening time.. n me n dear fall aslp whahaha nice weather dun slp not worth it rite...

ya ytd went back to camp at 3plus in the afternoon.. shag la.. nv slp well cos in the morning dunno which asshole upstairs is doing renovating works at his hse.. start drilling the walls for the whole day at 9plus... in the morning... drill drill drill till i go out of my hse to camp they r still drilling damn sia...

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2006-04-16T01:16:00.001+08:00

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IDIOT STUPID ASSHOLE...

2006-04-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

kinda of not happy with some stuff ytd nite...

ok actually the story start like this:

there was this ger, (A) which i know her since she was in secondary school... she was a junior of mine in secondary school.. we nv really talk to each other face to face or even meet up for coffee session or go out but i use to talk to her in the net... ya last yr i broke up with my ex-gf.. of cause i was sad n down rite.. ya i talk to her in the net n was tellin her what actually happen to me n my ex-gf and y we broke up... tt was during somedays in MAY 2005... OK i admit i once say tt i really cant forget my ex-gf... and tt was before i came close to my dear... ya n (A) she was in the net talking to me n console me...

and ya some days in this yr which nowadays i seldom c (A) in the net... n (A) was actually the sis of my dear ex-bf... recently more then a month ago me n n my dear become lovers instead of friends... and (A) found out just a few days ago... she start msg me on saturday in friendster sayin tt i'm a liar tt i lie to her saying tt i cant forget my ex-gf n she had wasted lots of her time talking to me... n asking me not to b sad... ya one of the important ting is tt she start scolding vulgarities to me in msg saying i am a F**king big fat liar all this... as a guy ok i endure her rubbish.. i reply her telling her tt i did not lie to her tings has pass so long y cant i accept a new love instead? yup i oso once did told her tt i will not go after my dear as due to some problems... but tings just change as i haf grow feelings for my dear... n most important i did not scold her any vulgarities in the msg...

after replying her on sunday morning... me went out wif dear n her mum n her aunt to suntec for some shopping... in the nite she sms me again saying she is not happy n scold me lots of vulgarities saying all this n tt... n she say tt i like to wear the old shoe of her bro.. n she ask me to enjoy wearing n b comfortable wif it.. after seeing this sms i was fed up... HEY (A) wat old shoe r u trying to refer too... if u saying a person dun haf past and if he or she haf a new bf/gf tt means tt person is wearing an old shoe of the ex bf/gf la... so tt means if (A) now haf a BF tt means her BF now is wearing the old shoe of her ex-bf la... USE ur idiotic brains to tink before u say some ting out ok... after all this craps i decide i shall not b polite with such a person...

ytd nite.. i saw her in MSN.. ya i nv even wan to msg her cause i find it useless to talk to someone who is rude to me first... but instead she msg me saying all the lame ting n all the craps... n now *to ppl reading my blog* who is the one trying to stir up a trouble now??? obvious is her rite... i start to b rude to her oso by saying vulgarities back to her asking her to F**K OFF all this n stop disturbing me n if she tink i'm a liar just go ahead because it doesnt even matter to me..

yup she saw my dear in MSN too n she start saying all the bad words abt me to my dear.. saying tt she is a ger n i'm using vulgarities to her... HELLOZ WHO THE F**K IS SCOLDING VULGARITIES TO ME FIRST.... she actually blame me because after my dear n her ex-bf broke up... n if i nv come into the picture n start being close to my DEAR.. dear might haf patch up wif her bro... HELLOZ IS UR BRO WHO DUN CHERISH MY DEAR OK... N I NV EVEN SNATCH UR BRO GF AWAY FROM UR BRO OK... IS UR BRO BROKE OFF WIF DEAR THEN I START TO B TOGETHER WITH DEAR OK... (A) was actually telling my dear saying i'm a guy tt is immature,, childish n she see no future for us.. WTF... MAKING ME PISS OFF MORE... FEEL LIKE GIVING HER A BIG TIGHT SLAP AND I MAKE SURE HER TEETHS ALL FLY OUT... (A) told dear tt she find her bro is more mature then me... n r better in handling tings for relationship... (A) oso say her bro actually found out tt me n dear is actually together le n her bro is sad n feeling down.. (A)'s bro ask (A) not to come disturb us but (A) just heck care because she is BUAY SONG... btw her bro is only 22 this yr... and i'm 24 this yr hellOZ i c more tings then ur bro n i do more tings n handle more tings then ur bro ok... n dun need to promote ur bro as if he is on sale ok... (A) if u have nothing better to do just go concentrate on ur studies instead... n THIS TING for me n dear in LOVE has nthing to do with u ok... WAT IS OVER FOR UR BRO N DEAR IS ALREADY OVER... DUN COME N SPOLIT MY RELATIOSHIP WIF MY DEAR NOW.. N IF U DO SO I WILL NOT LET U OFF SO EASILY....

(A) msg in friendster to me :

hmm. i alr expected that. the pic of u guys are frm the same places which means u all alwaes go outtog. much to my disappointment too. tot u had earlier said u wld nv sian her? i am damn disappointed. althou she n my bro is over. now i see u both as an item. it feels so FARK UP! roger.i feel so cheated by u over al tt u have told me. tt cherie and being unable to forget her is bullshit!argh! juz treat fion good. but u r stil a liar.

dear actually after i hear what (A) had told u i really feel so disappointed... n i'm scare u will b touched by wat she told u abt her bro reaction after knowing u n me together... i'm really scare tt if one day her bro wan to come back to ur side i scare u wiLL go back to him... I CANT LOSE U NOW.. or EVEN FOREVER... MY LOVE FOR U HAS GROWN FROM A SMALL PLANT TO A BIG TREE NOW... I WAN TO B WITH U FOREVER n STAY BY UR SIDE ALWAYS... I REALLY HOPE U WILL TELL ME U WILL NOT LEAVE ME IN ANYWAYS...

I LOVE YOU!!!

i'm hungry..

2006-04-09T12:04:00.000+08:00

WeLL camp duties for April is Finish.. shIOk Shiok... been struggling thrughout this whole week cause tuesday, thursday and saturday is DUties in CAMP... anyway now i'm home sweet home back to my hse.. n i'm done wif all the duties le... hmm nthing much happen la for this whole week... anyway i'm hungry NOW... ArGHHH.. n this ger of mine stiLL slping... hahaha... wanna meet her for lunch oso hard...

anyway ytd nite (saturday)... dear slp at 5plus in the afternoon n guess wat... this pig slp tiLL midnight.. pengzzz sia.. so gd to slp meh... anyway i feel happy oso la... at least she can replenish her energy... slp so long.. still dare to say me pig always.. dunnO who is the pig now.. hahaha...

Ya.... i'm StiLL waiting... WAITING.. wait for her to wake up now.. i'm so HUnGRy.... going to faint.. sooN.....

hi blog

2006-04-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

yup hasn't been bloggin much recently due to tiredness.. ya today is monday again.. monday bLUES... not feeling weLL in the morning having sore throat cough n abit of flu... mayb i eat too much potato chips le rite dear.... nthing much in camp but afternoon there was this wonderful monsoon rain.. ya flood the whole TANGO ALPHA gate n cause me cant even walk out of camp after work... saw my encik n he offer a ride for us in his car out of camp to the bus stop so tt we can take bus... ya up we go in his car n out we go of the camp... half way to the bus stop... wonderful engine of the car stalled.... lost form lei... middle of the flood the car stalled cannot go liao... cant even start... open the door i c the car surrounded by water... make me n my frenz tink of DUCK TOURS lolz... we still haf the mood to joke... ya la.. wat to do get down the car n push lor... once i step out of the car door the water rush into my boots le... hahaha shiok wet wet le somemore raining.. whole body oso wet... push push push like a fool... but kinda of fun.. wait at one side for awhile n still car cant b started... lolz.. suck thumb lor.. my DY OC (CPT JAMES) went pass us n offer us to take his car out... ya n off we guys go n left my encik there with his car WHAHAHA... *evils*....

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SAD.. REST WELL RIDHUAN

2006-03-31T00:46:00.000+08:00

ya reach home after work today.. n open my email.. n saw a mail tt was mailed to me by my BMT fren... tot it was a chain letter email.. so i open up n c wat was tt email abt.. n to my unexpectation... it was to inform me tt one of my bmt fren a guy from my platoon, my section.. same bunk with me.. passed away on 29th MARCH 2006, 2am... i was in a shocked.. n stunt... lost of words... feeling sad... what actually happen is tt.. he fell from his hse window.. at PASIR RIS... frankly speaking i did not know wat happen.. y?? he climb out of the windows.. or was he wiping the windows or hanging some clothes out to dry???... BRO... we r going to ORD soon.. y such a ting happen to u... our PINK IC is days away from it... i really feel so sad.... he was a very gd guy... friendly n the way he show me tings is nv say DIE... strive to the end....

RIDHUAN... it was a waste to have lost u by our side... ALL the best to u in ur another world... MAY U REST IN PEACE!!!! n and i believe BMTC SCHOOL 2 SCORPION COY PLATOON 1 and SECTION 1 all of us wilL MISS YOU LOTS!!!!!!

Monday blues hahaha...

2006-03-27T12:58:00.000+08:00

sianz.. its monday again.. yup.. is a weekday n it means working day... sianz sia.. today helping my colleagues to do afternoon shift so.. 3pm report to camp.. anyway dear tonight got class whereas for me i dunno wat time will i end today wondering if there is any night flying or not hope dun haf la hor...

chalet day~~~

2006-03-26T17:21:00.000+08:00

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its dear bday earli in the morning wake up n meet dear in the afternoon at amk for lunch with chongwei... n after tt took a cab down to orchard, taka to get dear bday cake.. small small only la not tt big.. anyway the pic of the cake is up there.. n those pic is taken in the chalet room.. anyway not too expensive for the chalet for 1 night.. at pasir ris (downtown east) only 100 bucks... check in at ard 3pm n take a rest n went off for dinner... yup.. KFC is our dinner.. actually wanna treat dear for dinner but places tt r near is only whitesands but whitesands like nthing to eat no gd places for dinner so just stay at chalet there for dinner.. anyway i'm craving for kfc... lolz.. eat tiLL i shiok shiok.. after dinner hmm i wanted to go for bowling.. walk walk here walk walk there n guess what... bowling is closed down.. pengz sia... dunno due to what... haha... anyway end up in arcade... playing computer games.. hahaha.. hmmm no BBQ for us.. because just the 2 of us.. wat for rite..

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piggy me wake up at ard 9am bathe n slack awhile n pack up n get ready to check out...check out at 10am went off to whitesands for breakfast after tt went off to dear hse....reach her hse slack till 130pm.. n went off to get her passport at robinson road.. after tt went down to ICA building.. to get her re-entry chop.. on her passport... apply for her citizenship...nv apply because due to lack of documentations and she cant apply for her mum too because she's not YET a SINGAPOREAN... anyway if ROM with me le sure can liao.. hahaha.... anyway tt ger find tt she been eating since morning... afternoon eat tang yuan.. evening time eat SHILIN street snacks, XXXL crispy chicken, seafood tempura, oyster mee sua... fried carrot cake.. OLD CHANG KEE, fishball, soft squid and squid head... bought BISHAN famous chicken rice.. for her mum n aunt...

went back after tt.. n SLP at her hse.. whahaha...

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yes tt ger left me alone in singapore.. she went to bintan... throw me alone in SINGAPORE.. ArgHHHH..... so bored n tt chongwei ask me out go to town to shop for his clothes... after tt dunno wat to do n went back to his hse n play his games... saw jun online n ask jun if she free to la kopi... went over to BLISS n tt stupid bliss got wedding function so.. went over to 401 punngol 24 hrs KOIPTIAM to la kopi lor...

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sunday ya sunny day.. wake up at 9am.. sms tt dear of mine... ask if she wake up liao ma... n so glad she is coming back today... me bery bored c GUESSx3 the whole day... n fall aslp during 1pm till 3pm.. wake up c guess again ... n yes tt ger now is beside me... she is back from tt BINTAN..... mummy bought dinner for us... n yes dinner time now... bye i go dinner...

it's dear BDAY...

2006-03-23T00:15:00.001+08:00

it's dear bday le 12am le HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEETHEART!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!! HAppie... 23rd birthday ok sweetie... mayb i b the one who will celebrate ur bday with you every year... hmm u know what i mean rite..

days of a sunday...

2006-03-21T19:14:00.000+08:00

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ya as i say sat is our 1 month yr together.. went to catch a movie call DATE MOVIE.. at marina square at 0955pm.. in the afternoon i went over to tampines to fetch dear after her work.. n i suggest to go down to orchard.. cause i wan to get her bday present.. but this ger har... go which shop oso nthing of her interest wanna get her a bday gift oso hard.. went to fond hug c skirt oso dun suit her.. walk here walk there simi oso dun suit.. but clever me at least got her a small ting n tt is a pencil case from project shop... hmm u all must b thinkin y get her a pencil case rite.. because i c her pencil case so old liao since poly till now c le i oso pek cek.. hahaha.. so get her a new pencil case... after tt went to FISH n CO at wheellock for dinner.. btw its her treat SHIOK sia dun need i pay hahaha.. because she wan to give me a treat.. aiya got BONOUS then treat me... chey... hahaha.... anyway THANK YOU DEAR DEAR!!!! after tt walk ard in orchard JUST TO FIND an AXS machine to book the movie tickets... DAMn sia walk till leg break from afternoon finding till evening time oso BOH... so anyone can tell me where to get an AXS machine in orchard so i next time dun need walk like siao... Ya... date movie POWER.. starting i already luff like mad... FUNNY har.. buay tahan... gd show if u guys wanna de-stress go c DATE MOVIE...

anyway the song from date movie is Kelis - Milkshake.. nice song if u ppl go clubbing.... u shld know..

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sunday.. family day... ya with my dear family.. wake up at 10 plus.. dunno y cant slp mayb because too anxious first time go out with her mum n aunt... weLL her mum suggest go tea session at jade crystal at causeway point.. dear fav place for tea session... anyway nice food eat till shiok shiok... her mum funny person.. whereas her aunt... she look like S.H.E.. ELLA lolz.. really look alike.. sia... well her aunt suggest she came over to drive me at my hse then go over to causewaypoint.. really appreciate it.. THANKS AUNTIE... hmm its dear treat again because she get her bonous hahaha.. ke lian sia.. after tea session went ard causewaypoint for shopping.. walk walk walk... her mum wanna get a new phone.. n guess wat.. her mum wan dear to pay again lolz... so boh bian she has to pay... N70 is her mum new phone.. whereas for me sad only got 2 treats from her.. abit jealous la... i no gift just a tea session n a fish n co treat Hmpf... but ok la not bad at least she nv forget me la.. went back to her hse at evening time n her mum suggest go buy dinner at serangoon (Punngol Nasi Lemak) ya famous rite this place... so got the dinner n went up to her hse.. first time go up her hse wow her two dogs nearly scared the SHIT out of ME esp.. Q-zai so friendly keep jumping on me.. not like MARO everyday only know SLP.... play with the dogs n sit in dear room look at photos.. wow my sec school pics i look like Yucks.. talk abt it i oso feel disgusted whahaha... one of the ting i try at dear hse.. U ZAP... hahaha no fun make till my stomach so pain sia.. shake n shake.. shake till i wanna da pian le.. hahaha... went back home at ard 11pm n HOME SWEET HOME... overall rating of how her mum n aunt tink of me i dunno.. but i hope its GD rite.. if bad haiz then i have to jia you le. lor..