take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, September 29, 2006
11:41:00 AM
hmmm what is my life now???
it consist of her, my bed, my tv, my computer, n most of the time is GUNBOUND...
spending almost 8 hours a day paying it... play till i'm so tired...
ANyway today is bretson, kooi and AH tat is their ORD day.. PINK IC is just secs away from them...
but me haiz.. my is days away from it...
i need a job i need $$... anyone got recoomendation ofr jobs???
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, September 24, 2006
7:03:00 PM
NOT even the world best doctor and medicine in this world can cure a heart tt is broken in pieces...
crying alone in the dark.. person closest to me hurt me so much... tears flowing down during the typing of this blog... nv been so hurt before... endless of quarrels, arguements will only spolit this relationship... 7th month is not a short period of time... so many things we have went thrugh together.. y cant it continue instead of quarrels.. i'm sad i'm really sad... i'm lost n i dunno what to do...
i cant stop my tears from flowing out of my eyes.. i guess i'm really hurt badly...
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, September 22, 2006
11:02:00 PM
communication is gettin lesser n lesser.. topics ard is only abt work, studies and slp... it is getting unhealthy n very unhealthy.. i dun like this i really dun like this...
scare this scare that.. hesitate here n there.. is it tings start to get more n more diffcult... is it the harder it is.. the more effort we shld put in.. obstacles start to form up always n trying to clear it is always a hard ting to do so...
is this humans life going to b ?? i'm sad .. n i dun feel gd at all....
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
9:07:00 PM
I'm back from chalet le... anyone miss me??? lolz.. back at ard 1plus... so tired.. dear was with me.. we watch abit of vcds n bOOM. we both system failure n knock out n slp all the way.... hmm wat we do at chalet we slp eat slp eat walk ard.. n went to orchard c little man.. nice show abit sexual humor haha.. funny show make me keep luffing.. anyway tml going back to camp.. will b having dinner with my two team ICs.. i'm still tired.. LOLZ i know abit pig but wat to do i nua too much le.. wonder after ORD.. i able to use to working or not..
btw ytd 18th is our 7th month together le.... HAPPY wor...
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, September 17, 2006
11:37:00 AM
I"m going to chalet today n will b back on tuesday.. hahaha wif my dear dear... nua at chalet go out c movies go out eat wow dun need care abt work abt studies it's purely relax hahaha... SHiok SHiOk....
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, September 14, 2006
10:11:00 PM
in the mid of clearing my leave for my ORD.. first time i ever felt such a feeling.. boring is what i can say... i everyday dunno do wat... i'm really lost... stay at home no ppl to talk to 1 day at home my words not even more then 10 sentences... feel so lonely.. so alone..
such days will cause ppl to b moody... had a bad quarrel wif her.. over some stuffs... which almost make our relationship turn sour... almost go back to my single days.. she is busy wif her stuff so i'm always alone.. frenz at my age is either start working so seldom haf the chance to meet them... tt y i always at home..
just happen to tink if i really lost her... then really i'm alone le... she is the only person closest to me now... What is wrong with me??? Am i the one with lots of prob??? my attitude really tt sucks ma??
LOST i am really LOST.. dunno who to confine into...
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, September 08, 2006
1:57:00 PM
MY WRIST RECOVER LE .............. WHAHAHA waited 2 month plus for this day to come finaly no more wrist guard no more cast i can suntan my wrist to the color i wan not white white like a hand with no vitamins.....
but i still need to do therapy due to stiffness.... 3/4 to recovery le cant wait for the day to come where i can do pull up again wif my hand..
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
11:12:00 AM
End of open hse le!!! Finally from friday till sunday... tired n shag is the only word i can describe... from morning i been standing under the sun till the sun sets.... burnt sunburnt... forehead is in pain like my skin is cracking up....
lots of ppl for sat we been catering ard 45000 ppl... n sunday is more n 50000 if i'm not wrong... hmm wat so nice abt fighter planes lolz... if i'm not working in the air base mayb i oso will not come down to see.. because y??? the sun the sun the sun... so hot ...
lots of ugly singaporean we met... they just dun understand the meaning of security purposes... it's because once u enter the exit point u cannot go back to the statics display again.... there is not screening point at the exit point.. so therefore for ur own safety or everyone safety once u exit u cannot go back into the air base again unless u re-que at the screening point n come in again..
do u think we wan it to be this way?? if u r unhappy just talk nicely rite dun need shout at us or give comments tt r so FXXK!!!
Has been shouted by public for the open hse due to this prob.. wat to do.. we r soldiers n r not allow to shout back at them.. suck thumbs lor they shout us we can just smile back.. n say sorry hope they understand.. feel like a fool...
anyway it's over le n i back on leave for my ord!!! le.. so no more big events for me le... hahaha ORD ORD!!! PINK IC PINK IC!!!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*